I hate the part of me that dislikes the things I used to like because now it has become popular in some way.
I don't know how to explain it but it happens to me when learning things. It's like I try to learn this cool thing (usually about computers) and then a couple years later doing that thing is now popular and so I avoid learning it anymore or improving my skills at it
When I was in elementary I used to say that If only I had faster internet then I'd learn everything in the world. That happened for some time. I learned doing html, photoshop, different programming languages, tinkering with the regedit, etc etc.
But then as I entered high school I found loads of other people that can do the same - and can do it better than I do. The difference is that they are more specialized - i mean, there's this guy that's really great only at photoshop, then there's this one that's great at programming. It's not really that serious that time, and maybe it's not actually jealousy. It's more of like I don't want to do those things anymore because it doesn't look special anymore or something. haha!
Just saying that I hate that part of me because now I really only start on different things and never finishes them. Did I lack genuine passion perhaps?
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