Everything just keeps on getting worse, I think that it may be futile to keep trying to fight of this parasite. I have been getting even more sick everyday now. I still have not been able to each much lately every time I look at food I see it covered in the parasite's venom. I am starting to think that it is still getting stronger, and I really don't know how much longer I can keep up a fight.
He came to visit me today; it was horrible. I think that maybe he is working with the parasite. Maybe he is the one poisoning my food. I can't believe that I let it get that close to me without noticing it. Plus it does not help that they keep talking to me. They tell me that I am going insane, but I know the truth the parasite is using them to try and make me crack. I CANNOT LET IT WIN. I have started my report on it but i feel that it will not help for I cannot stay focused anymore and I find myself rambling on even when talking to myself.
I think that I saw the parasite today. It was when he was here I saw it looking at me through his eyes. I am afraid that if I do not push him away from me I will loose. This is hard because he is very close to me and has been my friend for years, but if it is what I have to do then so be it. I have to go now fingers are starting to get upset with me for making them type so much.
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degayygy2012 on Fri Mar 22, 2013 1:22 pm