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I am including a past post in this because I feel this incorporates it.
I don't even know what I have been feeling lately, but what I do know is that it is not good. It is like something is eating away at me killing every last bit of joy and hope. I can't fight it because I don't even know what is causing this to be happening. They are not making it any better, they just keep kicking and spitting on me. I really just want them to go away, but for now it seems as though they are here to stay.

I feel that I am may be going insane... I think that this is their goal to drive me insane, to keep kicking until I can't get up. I don't know what I should do. I think that they are getting stronger every day.
Lately I have been very sick to my stomach, and I can't eat anything. I am starting to loose weight maybe that is a good thing though, although now I am beginning to become more like him. Part of me wants to be like him, the other side of me wants to keep him away. It is like I am locked in a battle with myself. and it is starting to tear me apart.

I don't know what is going on, all I do know is that I want it to stop.

I can feel them all around me. Even still they are trying to bring me further down. I am trying to fight them off but I fear that I may be loosing. I have been getting very weak lately, and I think that it is because if them I can't even think straight anymore. I don't know what to do?

Some are telling me I am going insane, but the pure ones are saying that my eyes are just being opened. I don't know which is happening, but I fear that the end is soon coming.

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Uhm, if people starts talking about they/them in a paranoid way (particularly one that is imaginary), I think they should see a doctor.

This is just my experience. I've already encountered someone who became delusional because of emotional instability. And the first sign would be, he starts talking about they.

I'm just concerned. I've been reading your blog. I thought you were happy about your life. and you're having a good relationship with someone and it's doing fine. You seemed to be happy. but from the recent posts, there seems to be a problem and you talked about someone trying to pull you down but you didn't said they or any particular person. But now you're saying they. That poses a concern for me. Just based on my experience. I think you should see some professional help. I'm not judging, just concerned.

Is this really something serious? You're in emotional pain?
loremar on Wed Nov 02, 2011 12:34 am

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