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Life for me.

Created on Fri Oct 14, 2011 5:37 pm with 113 blog posts
Pretty much just my self blog.

Pretty Okay Week in General with 1 comments on Wed Apr 02, 2014 8:08 pm
The past week for me has had its ups and downs. I am more looking forward to what is to come later in the week however. I will start with the downs. Last Thursday I opened my web browser to facebook, my homepage, and saw a little two minute video that caught my eye. In the process of watching the video I received a message from a family member. Opening it, it read, "Blank is mad that you did not respond to my message." This is how the conversation continued:
Me : "...?"
Blank: "You are not that dumb... or should I start calling you Blank"
Blank: "We talked about your not responding."
Blank: "Is that what you want Blank and I to do next time you want something."
Me: "I didn't know about any drama..."
Blank:I don't know about any birthday or christmas presents... Even if you don't know details, it still has no bearing on you responding. Are you the same as Blank and Blank, or are you different?"
Me: So... because I didn't respond to a message im now like Blank or Blank?"
Blank: You tell me?
Me: Clrealy I'm not.
Blank: Then my expectations are for a bit more respect from you. Blank is pissed... I'll grow a set on you yet... Smile
Me: ...
(At this point I was done with this conversation and left facebook)
Blank: You hide in the basement to escape the chaos... When you leave home, there will be no place to hide. Unless you plan to live at home until you are 40.

After this conversation I received texts from another family member saying that it was disappointing that I chose to ignore a family member that has been supportive of me. After this happened I honestly had that feeling of "What the hell just happened???". This whole thing did drive me into a depression, why I am not quite sure but I was pretty depressed for a couple days. Almost everyone keeps telling me to apologize to the person, but I don't feel I have anything to apologize for. There were a couple of reasons I chose not to respond to their message of "any drama?" The reason being that this is all they have seemed to care about and that was the only message I ever got from them, and I got sick of it. A, I try to keep myself out of family drama because I have more important things to worry about, so I dont have any information very often. B, As I said I grew very sick of that being the only thing the person cared about. I don't think that I was in the wrong to not reply. I would not say that I was ignoring them, because if they would have messaged me about anything else I most likely would have replied. Maybe I'm wrong.

Now onto some happier news. This friday I will be attending a Mindless Self Indulgence concert with some friends. We bought our tickets about 2 months ago, so I have been waiting a while for this night. I also received news that the band Brand New will be playing near me this summer, so my friends and I will definitely be going to that. I cant really go into any detail about the happy events of my week, but pretty much every day since I got over my depression has been pretty good.

Sidenote: Has frihost been going down a lot recently? I dont know if it is just my desktop at home, but every time I try coming on frihost it never loads, and according to an "is it down" website it was just that frihost was down. Can anyone confirm this for me?
A clean start Pt. 2 in General with 2 comments on Wed Mar 12, 2014 8:05 pm
Its actually kind of funny. The same day I made my last post I actually got an email accepting me to the college that I was really hoping to go to. It appears now that I will be attending the University of Wisconsin - Stout for a major in game programming and development. I actually somehow managed to be accepted with distinction due to my high school standing. Which was also a pleasant surprise.

Other than that though this week has been very uneventful for me. I have been extremely busy working on homework, and I have not really had any other time to work on anything else. I can't really think of anything else to say right now, but I will more than likely add to this post by the end of the day.

Also just for a side note: I was wondering if I could have a mod delete all my other blog categories other than "Old" and "General. I am trying to truly start over. Plus all the empty categories just but me. I would even change my username if I could. Razz This is the only site that I still use foumy on anymore.
A clean start. in General with 3 comments on Wed Mar 05, 2014 9:05 pm
I just want to start off and apologize for all of my previous posts. I have come to realize that it was quite apparent how immature I was, and rushed into things very quickly. I have gone through a lot of life changes in the past year, and I am hoping to reflect that more. I would also like to apologize to some users of frihost for being a thorn in your side. I guess I can let you all know what has happened to me in the past year.

First off I will not be attending college in England as I hoped in the past. The main reason being is that I simply cannot afford it. I due still plan on at some point visiting the country, or perhaps studying abroad. Instead I have been accepted to the University of Wisconsin - Whitewater for game programming and development. I also applied to a couple other colleges that I am waiting for results. After I receive these results in when I will make the choice on where to go.

Along with this, I know longer work at McDonald's (Yay!). In the early months of 2013 I was hired as a Computer Technician Intern for my local school district. I am now 18 and a senior (year 12) in high school. For the first half of my day I attend school, and for the second half I work. With this job the school pays for me to take a college PC Support class for A+ certification. In fact I actually have to end this post here, because class is about to start!

See you all later,
I'm done. in Old with 4 comments on Thu May 23, 2013 9:02 pm
Disregard this post.
Short Story Conclusion in Old with 0 comments on Fri May 17, 2013 6:54 pm
Well thats it. I am not very happy with the ending, but this is just the shorter version for class. On my own I am going to be expanding it more with more detail. The ending won't be so lame and rushed, but I really didn't have time to do more the rough draft is due today. So yea also remember that this is just a rough draft that has not gone through any editing or proof reading (that is in progress). Thanks for reading Smile
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