This dream has been in my head for about 3 days now and I can't seem to shake it.
I don't remember the whole dream, just the part where I got to my parents house and I think I was helping my dad and sister clean things up a bit. I had it in my head that I would start in the bathroom. As I moved from the kitchen and to the bathroom/laundry room I could see, initially, that the bathroom was empty. When I took my first step in I suddenly saw a translucent image of my mom lying on the floor, on her back, dead. I could see through her but I could the navy blue scub pants she wore the the top she wore and other things...
I managed to walk in the room, through the translucent image of her and she never disappeared. Suddenly I had flashes of that night going through my head. I was in the dream and I was replaying parts of it in my head somehow.
I tried to continue on with my task and I reached for my mom's hairbrush and made to clean the hair off it. Instead of pulling grey hair from it I was pulling auburn strands from it. My mom's hair was kind of a brownish red colour and it really glowed in the sun. My brain couldn't make sense of the hair thing. Then I looked up and dad was just standing in the doorway of the bathroom but he didn't seem to notice the translucent image of mom on the floor.
She never moved, the whole time. I think I woke up shortly after this. I have to say that dream kind of disturbs me a bit. It's so 'to the point'. I still haven't managed to go into the bathroom except that day I grabbed my stuff from home when I was moving into town. The past couples time I've been there, when I have to go to the bathroom I falter when I think of using that bathroom. I end up spinning on my heel and making the trip upstairs and using that bathroom instead.
*Edit* I kind of noticed that 9.5 times out of 10 I always refer to the house as "my parent's house" because it is... was. I can't seem to just say "my dad's house".
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