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Tragic Day

I have some very sad news. My mother passed away tonight. I was home with my dad when it happened. I feel like ot may have been a heart attack due to high stress and anxiety. we wont know what happened until shes been looked at.

She had been talking with my gramma when my gramma hing up. She went in to see my dad and then she went into the bathroom. I heard some strange noises nd that scared me because I wasnt sure if she was just sick or what. Then my dad came out and talked at me for a bit before I could go upstairs. It was a few minutes later when he went to check on her but she didnt answer the door. My dad found her on the floor. I heard him yell and call my name and he told me to call 911.

I ran back for my phone and told them where we lived. They said they were on the way and that my dad should keep doing CPR. I called my sister and told herto get here fast because mom wasnt breathing. Neighbors scrosd the roadbran up and they took over CPR. I had stood by the front door watching for the ambulance and telling my dad to keep trying.

They finally got there and the paramedics took over working with her and all the way to the hospital. My sister and I road in with out neighbor. I was sick in the car and my hands were tingling. I kept trying to controll my breathing but I was still felt dizzy and sick.

I had called a few friends to come meet me at emerge. We went to a quiet room and eventually a doctor camd to see us. She said that they did everything they could but her heart had already stopped when they got to her and when they brought her to the emerge.

We couldnt get her back but I knew she was already gone when my dad found her.

I should have checked on her when I heard those noises. Maybe then it would have been too late. I though she would make some kind of noise or something to let us know she was in trouble.

I shouldnt blame myself because its not right and I really couldnt have know.

Now Ive been knocked on my ass and I dont know what to do. I guess I just need to be strong and cry when i need to and all that stuff...

Im going to miss her sooooo much!

7 blog comments below

I'm sorry for your lost.
May your memories give you strength.
rx9876 on Thu Feb 21, 2013 10:02 am
Damn, that's terrible, Grem! You certainly have my condolences.
You're right, you shouldn't blame yourself, especially for what ifs; there's no way to know what might have happened. Have strength, and cry when you need to; this is definitely going to be a rough time for you and your family, but you'll get through it.
Ankhanu on Thu Feb 21, 2013 2:42 pm
Sad I am so sorry for your lose, and I wish you the best at getting through this difficult time.
foumy6 on Thu Feb 21, 2013 5:51 pm
I'm so sorry for your loss. Everyone has to go when the time comes. It's not your fault or you can change it. see those who we love live for ever in your memories.
dude_xyx on Thu Feb 21, 2013 8:27 pm
My condolences. I can't imagine how you're feeling right now. Guess the only thing I can say is "This too shall pass".
Vanilla on Thu Feb 21, 2013 8:53 pm
I'm really sorry to hear this TG. Never expected this to happen. Wishing you all the strength you can muster.
deanhills on Thu Feb 21, 2013 10:06 pm
Oh my L that is really sad and heartbreaking. My condolences to you and your family.
standready on Thu Feb 21, 2013 11:25 pm

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