The villain last night would have been my post breakup nightmare. I don't know how long these intend on hanging around but they can go away now!
I vaguely remember maybe being in my parents house and that sort of morphed into my friend's apartment where we were talking. I was searching for something or someone and as we were talking I started to hear what was being said. I was trying to find my ex, I was trying to figure out what he was up to. In my dream he was up to no good and I was looking for proof he was sleeping around on me.
As I hunted through the dream the rooms morphed into our old apartment and I found used condoms on the floor. As much as I would have liked to think I could stand tall and victorious, I felt more ruined, betrayed. My dream made me feel like I was dumped so he could have sex with other girls, and who knows! I'm not sure I know him any more or what he's about.
When I woke from that dream I had to choke back on my anxiety and try and breath and I was thankful that when I reached out my hand that it found the soft fur of Mynx, my kitty cat. I was eventually able to get back to sleep and the dream happened fairly early on so I'm pretty sure my meds would have covered the majority of the anxiety for the night.
Anyway, hopefully my next dream will be something else. I hate dreaming about ex, just makes things worse and harder to move on with those images playing in your mind.
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