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Why i was inactive part II




Before I spoke about how i went through a bout of suicidal depression. I won't go into the detail about why, but there were other factors...

In my final year of highschool i got over my "problems" with another problem Marijuana... it was helpful but of course i would Never! condone it... I found that the use of Marijuana put me in a state of mind where i forgot everything, except what i was focusing on, (which i still forgot halfway through a task) (Sidenote: both of my parents smoked so i never really cared to much about pot until i was older) I think this helped... i spent my time trying to remember mundane tasks i forgot my past and buried it away unhealthily.

During my final year of highschool, i had study, school, assistant manager at the local pizza place, and working overnights at McDonalds I still managed to pass with some weeks only having 8 hours of sleep over 7 days... My mother was also staying at her new boyfriends place a lot of the time (my parents split up when i was around 10), so i would spend alot of time home alone, cooking, cleaning and looking after myself...

It was not long after that that i finished high school, was looking for work when my mother moved to the outer suburbs "The sticks" on acreage land where there was no public transport for 20 km (i don't have a licence and my parents wouldn't help me) and I was without a job...

Even more to come, keep posted,,,



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