I was so in love or what you might call it... with a girl i was once been thinking of to be my wife....heheheh.. But things turns the other way around, the good times turns bad times and the time suddenly stop on me. And, I can't move because I was use to have her and live my life with her but eventually she disappears in my life and I felt that I can't do anything without her. But thank God I was healed and my outlook in life change. I am so happy now but I have no girlfriend yet and I know she will come in the right place and in the right time. heheeh I am happy now because I was able to rekindle, rebind and cherish moments to other people like my brothers, sister, and other family members. I was able to hangout again with my friends. I realize I may lose her but I have not lose everything at all. I even gain human wisdom and knowledge to understand things that are hard to understand or comprehend. Life rocks!