I think you've got the looks that launch a thousand ships....heheheh:)
Anyway, you only have to be real. Do what your heart feels....
Oh, I always complain about noone loves me... But now, i know i'm wrong... There isn't girl who loves me and I'm interested in relationship with her... I'm sure about one my friend. She's the only one i know who loves me. I don't know about more girls. Maybe 1 or two, but but probably none. Girls dont come to you and say "I love you, do you want to go out with me?"
I remember being that kind of girl myself when I was 15 or so. Not the cement carving, but the clingy, hand holding for sure.
Would it help if I promised you that most girls get over it?
Being a teenage girl is a bit tough. You are changing and not understanding what is happening. You are often quite insecure about yourself and your place in the world.
A boyfriend is a status symbol. It shows the world that you are attractive and popular and cool...so you hang onto it for dear life!!
Once you start to feel good about yourself and confident about who you are, you can start to let go.
While that might not help you right this minute, maybe it will explain it a little? Find an older girl or one who already has that aura of self confidence about them. You will love the difference!!