This is about a girl I really like. I know Her since I've been a little boy (6yo or so):
I was sitting there besides Her when a woman came and asked: "Is this your girlfriend?". For an unknow reason I answered: "Yes!". The woman went away and She just said nothing.
The following days I had some conversations with Her via ICQ. Here are some extracts that really let me hope that a love relationship could be possible (Me in blue, Her in red):
And if that would be all, I wouldn't see any problem. But some time She really tried to get rid of me, invented excuses or simply went off without saying goodbye. These contrasts make me feel quite unsure. Does that have a meaning? Then She invited me to her birthday. I said I don't know if I can come, because I didn't want to go along with Her and all Her friends. But than She said I could come a few hours earlier and I came. We sat there on the sofa and watched a film. We came closer as always when we are on our own. Her Brother came into the room a few times...and stayed. One time She laid Her hand on mine and I would have grabbed it if Her brother wasn't in the room. I just couldn't do it. Don't ask me why. After the third partyguest arrived, I decided to leave. We hugged several times and I left. The next day in ICQ She told me that She hadn't time and that She has to go now. I said goodbye and closed the chatwindow. About 55 minutes later She went off. How now? Yet another day later She didn't even answer my "Hi"... This is really confusing me. I just want to know what's going on!
Can anybody help me understand it?
I was sitting there besides Her when a woman came and asked: "Is this your girlfriend?". For an unknow reason I answered: "Yes!". The woman went away and She just said nothing.
The following days I had some conversations with Her via ICQ. Here are some extracts that really let me hope that a love relationship could be possible (Me in blue, Her in red):
| Quote: |
| I'll go off, before I fall asleep. Kiss.
Sleep well and dream sweet Of you? If you want, but I think then it'll be a nightmare I don't think so Really? Well. Then I'll dream of you, too 1 day after Maybe I'll dream of you tonight. The last time I didn't 
Yeah. Do that. Here have you some extra kisses *kisses* 1 day after Did you dream of me this night? 
No. Unfortunately not. Just can't control my subconscious mind. Man. What a pitty. How many kisses do I have to give you
Dunno. But: You know what? The guys at my mothers work talk about us all the time. That we're together Omg. Why that? That's your fault, because you didn't veto saturday night. Well. Look how much I like you ??? Yes. I was tired. Yeah. And what do I have to look for? Hu? Nothing I'm just fond of you. I don't understand Huh? I don't understand it, too. What's up? No Idea. Do I have to understand this? No. Even I don't understand it. (...) I'm very very very very fond of you. kiss Man. The very's are getting more and more every day Yes. |
And if that would be all, I wouldn't see any problem. But some time She really tried to get rid of me, invented excuses or simply went off without saying goodbye. These contrasts make me feel quite unsure. Does that have a meaning? Then She invited me to her birthday. I said I don't know if I can come, because I didn't want to go along with Her and all Her friends. But than She said I could come a few hours earlier and I came. We sat there on the sofa and watched a film. We came closer as always when we are on our own. Her Brother came into the room a few times...and stayed. One time She laid Her hand on mine and I would have grabbed it if Her brother wasn't in the room. I just couldn't do it. Don't ask me why. After the third partyguest arrived, I decided to leave. We hugged several times and I left. The next day in ICQ She told me that She hadn't time and that She has to go now. I said goodbye and closed the chatwindow. About 55 minutes later She went off. How now? Yet another day later She didn't even answer my "Hi"... This is really confusing me. I just want to know what's going on!
Can anybody help me understand it?
